5 01 2011

we sold our house and signed our separation agreement today. i drove by 2112 for a last look. someone else’s car is in the driveway now.

my husband’s hand was shaking when he signed the agreement. with three copies notarized, there are now two to-dos before i file.

he didn’t look me in the eye at the bank, but said as we left, “this isn’t how i wanted it to turn out.” what can you say to that? that pushes all my buttons. i want to reach out to comfort him. so instead, i hugged him and left. there’s nothing i can say to change the situation. anyway, i need to learn to recognize my own feelings before recognizing someone else’s.

eddie inspiration

3 12 2010

write every day.

i’m going to get my SA notarized.